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Saturday, September 30, 2006

ELEVEN.


An obsession with demonic circular imagery.
A fear for the beastial touches of the sun.
A penchant for the more sensual aspects of speech.
Infinite moments of refined madness.

All the same differences.

ELEVEN IS WAY HOT.
:D


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Wednesday, September 27, 2006



This is for all the retarded kids who read my blog.



http://www.americanangst.com/dingfries.html
:D


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Sunday, September 24, 2006



KANNA TAGGED BY XY !


1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

BREAKFAST!

2. Say something random.

something random~ lol~

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?

WORRR! (ah lian language which Ang ang LOVES to use! lollol~)

4. Favorite planet?

we like the mooooooooooooooooooon~~~~~~~ (opps, that's not a planet~ But since most planets have a couple of moons, why not add them all together and we have a MOON PLANET! lollol~)

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?

my lao niang~(that means, my mum~)

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?

The one that goes : " ".

yep, that means, SILENCE~

7. What kinda shirt you have on?

church camp shirt which says "NO GREATER LOVE" !

8. Describe yourself in one phrase?

SELF AMUSING CREATURE!

lol~

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?

It's a brand new HAUTE COUTURE brand called, "barefooted"

lol~

10. Bright or Dark Room?

BRIGHT!

WHITE + SKY BLUE + PALE GREEN pls! Just white would be nice too~

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?

she's like EEYORE!

seemingly moody and blue all the time, BUT she's really a bundle of joy! (especially for us evil ones who tease her 24/7! lol~)

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?

The bigger,more comfortable one which has MORE blankets (can't do without blankets~) or if both beds are the same, the one nearer to the window~

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Attempting to pull my brother's pants off with my mum~(he refused to get up to brush his teeth~EW~~)

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?

hehe~cannot say it here~top paparazzi A.K.A gossip secret!

15. Where is your letter box?

where is ought to be? outside the house?

16. What's a word that you say a lot?

huh? erm, I think it's either 'Erm' or 'HUH'~lol~

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?

Angel or Kwayteow~

Considering how frequently kwayteow dishes out her 'loye you's, should be her lah~

18. Last furry thing you touched?

SUNDAE & SMOOTHIE!

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?

Othello makes me sick~so Othello's the drug!

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?

AH! I just realised I haven't developed the roll L.A.S.T used last year for grace's b'day!

21. Favorite age you have been so far?

eh? Kinda early to decide on that now eh? But 17 isn't too bad~At least I get to watch NC16 movies~ -.-"

22. Your worst enemy?

PROCRASTINATION!

23. What is your current desktop picture?

It's called "Breathell", some random picture I found off Deviant large enough to be a desktop picture~ here's the link,http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/31140526/~love the general breezy feeling it gives~~~~smoooooooooooooooth~ :D

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

"THANK YOU!" (mum gave me fruits!)

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?

Fly and leave behind this money crazed world...But considering my dad's stress levels over money, a million bucks to tide him over would be nice~

26. Do you like someone ?

YUP! I like everyone who don't make me don't like them~(now that didn't make much sense now did it? OH WELLLLSSSSS~~~~~~~~~)

27. The last song you listened to?

Chasing cars- Snow patrol

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?

uh i'll push mum aside? lol~ (ripped this off XY's answer! hehehe~)

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?

my own? ALI, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING NOW!!!

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?

my right foot? lol~

31. What do u want now?

PROMOTE ME PLEASE~~~~

32. Current worry?

whether or not I'd be promoted~ -.-"

33. Next holiday?

erm, I think I'm already on one~ lol~

and I tag THE PAU & KWAYTEOW & ANG ANG the ANG KU KUEH to do!(why are my friends all nicknamed after food~~~) lol~



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Friday, September 22, 2006




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Thursday, September 21, 2006



CLICK IF YOU DARE.
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

Now.


Bed, Cereal,desk,food 'variable X',desk,computer,food'variable X',desk,tv,desk,bed.

Oh don't we all love the holidays.

I don't know what has this got to do with the oh so happening and exciting life of mine at the moment (this BETTER be at the moment), but while drawing a mindmap for my GP essay (wow, I'm even succumbing to the 'most effective way of organising your thought') , I suddenly had this random urge to blog about a thought.

Blogposts with somewhat a link to what I think about have been looooooooong man.

ANYWAY, there was a time when simply loving my family, my friends and all around me, then being loved in return was enough. In fact, that was all I wanted. I think.
Until now.




Kinda silly come to think about it now.




Not the simplicity of my little little wishes, but how even before the complete realisation of my so-called-dream, I am being proven true by an economic theory of Scarcity.

In economics, scarcity is defined as not having sufficient resources to produce enough to fulfill unlimited subjective wants.

UNLIMITED wants.
haha.

Insignificant greedy pigs aren't we all now.

Scary how economics is starting to creep over not merely my GP essay outlines,
but my life too.


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Monday, September 04, 2006



Hmm...supposed to be typing out my lit essay right now, but something off Deviant caught my eye.

This picture, really reminded me of a damn disturbing sceen whereby Lavinia's arms got chopped off and replaced by twigs from the Shakespearean Play, "Titus Andronicus".

Kinda weird why the artist of this picture calls it 'The broken heart girl' (let's ignore the grammatical errors there shall we) , since it's her arms that are chopped off and not her heart or anything.

Ah welll, at least my distraction is Lit related~


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Saturday, September 02, 2006

Life's good.


lalalalalala!

Decided to so last minute-ly(doubt that word exists) postpone maths tuition to go hang out with the 4E1-ers (plus Justin) at United Square!

Wah lau~they got to go back to B.Hill lahhhhh~
NOT FAIRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~

Why not fair?
Cos' CJ teachers are always out in the sun.
haha.

okok.

We chatted for quite a bit before going to Toys'R'us, only to be chased out by this butch in Toys'R'us.

We were merely 'browsing' intently at the delicate toys displayed/thronged all over the place lahhh~~~

That,albeit the noise/retardness/randomness and a general 'aura' of madness that resonates from all of us,the queer and mentally unsound Balestierians that we are. :D:D:D:D:D:D

After that we went for Ben & Jerry's !
New York Super Fudge Chunk is gooooooooooooooood!

Mannnnnnnnn...........I miss B.hill~~~
Not to say life in CJ isn't good or anything,in fact life in CJ is AWESOME too but the two are simply different, the canteen food,the toilets(B.Hill toilets are the best in the world man!),the teachers,the people, heck, even the air is different.

You know what?
I bet that exactly a year ago I was blogging about the exact same thing.

Perhaps it'll be like a permanent August the 31st/September the 1st blog topic~

ANYWAAAYs, YOU PEOPLE WHO FAILED TO CATCH THE PANOPTICON, YOU MISSED OUT ON A TOTALLY AWESOME AND STELLAR PERFORMANCE!

Man, we have super super super talented classmates, or should I say I have super super super talented kids! lol~ What to do, excellent gene pool, now let's ignore the fact that the only biological similarities we share are that of us all being somewhat Chinese. (People who take Bio, please don't even think about trying to correct me on this).

Especially Sondra~
Oh mannn....on top of writing the entire script off scratch, she also gave an excellent performance too! Now can we all scream, "SONDRA IS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME!"

Mart and Elaina were extremely convincing in their roles too. Mart being the stressed out corporate Mum and Elaina being the office bitch.
Like WOAH.

Next morning I had to sinnnnnnnnnnnnng for my maths tutor in front of so so so many people cos' it was teachers' day and I had so last-minute-y changed tuition timings~
But nobody cried, so I assume it wasn't too bad lahh~
Sang the prayer~
And I cheated and only sang the first 2 stanzas of the song.
Want me to die young ah?!
Sing the whole song~

I think I killed the song~
OH WELLS.

In the evening, L.A.S.T went out!
And as usual, we did alot of rubbissssshhhhhhhhh~

Like me trying to pay for my Mocha Frap(it was supposed to be a ICED CAFFE MOCHA!) with a receipt.
ALI ALI ALI, AREN'T YOU SIMPLY BRILLANT NOW???




Life's good.
Until time catches up with you.


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L.A.S.T :D


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brrrrrrrr~scary scary~


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the 'thing' that haunts us since sec 1 -MAO MAO~ lol~


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Look! Mine's leading the pack~lol~


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I dunno why they took a photo of this~And I dunno why am I posting this up~~~


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overflowing expensive milo


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The mesmerizing Golden ball~~lol~


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The witch of the land Of evil pink toys.


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When all the Mental patients broke loose. Ps. Check out how Angel's holding the red light saber~lol~


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Angel's under attack!


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Cheena Dancer wannabes~


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The beauty Queen making her rounds.


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I present to you : Miss Universe, the security guard and Miss World.


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OMG. I don't know her, I SWEAR! lol~


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Isn't dressing up such a chore now~lol~


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Ta-dah!


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"This is hot !"


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Have and Had.


The sun goes down as the city lights
Pave their way through the darkest night
Raindrops fall as an old man cries
Never thought to ever think twice

Of all he had
Of all he lost
A selfish life
And guess comes with the cost

Hey, remember me
I remember you walking away
Hey, remember me
I remember you walking away

The same old streets just a different name
Same old house just the family's changed
Pickett fence
The window stains

Freedom spells by a man in chains
Silence is all we have to give
And the memories of a life I wish we'd lived

Hey, remember me
I remember you walking away

Hey, remember me
I remember you walking away

From all that you made
That you lost
Or threw away
Traded in for a brand new life
But I can't
Can't let go
Can't turn around
Hold my head high and walk away

Hey, remember me
I remember you walking away

Hey, remember me
I remember you walking away



Walking Away
Lifehouse.




Sometimes,there are just too many things forgone amidst our persistant lack of gratitude for all that we had.

How I wish 'had'
is a 'have'.


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