CREDITS
designer:haryani
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Like I care.
Like I care.
Oh yeah. I just completed the entry on the OCS visit.
Sometimes I want to run away from all that I know.
Sometimes I want to never be found.
Sometimes I want to disappear.
I want to let my anger burn.
I don't want anyone to talk to me.
I don't want anyone to advise/counsel/comfort me.
Cos' they don't make any sense anyway.
These days I wonder am I getting more irritable or am I more surrounded by assholes who irritate me.
They'll cover their mouths with their hands over their foul mouths and talk to someone else in front of you.
Their backs facing you so that you can't make out what they're mouthing about you.
Now I'm not being overly-sensitive or anything, but when I say I know you're talking about me.
I mean it
And I'm never wrong.
Never.
Say that to my face you fucking hypocrites.
SHEESH.
I never thought of myself as that hot a gossipy topic, but THANK YOU for revolving your pathetic little lives around ME.
I've never really classifield myself as type 'QA' .
Quiet and Antisocial.
But with these people, I really can't be bothered to waste my time and energy on them.
The fact that I'm letting them breathe my air is already amazing to me k?
I can't wait for clock to end so that I can go have a real life.
To my real friends.
Who are real.
Who can't be bothered about pretences.
Man these people really lack of tact and EQ xia.
Want to talk bad about people, don't do so infront of them lah.
What they don't know can't hurt ya know?
If I had my way, you wouldn't exist.
And rest assured, you don't exist.
Why am I flaming people so frequently these days??
Oh yeah.
CJ's sports' Carnival on Friday was B-O-R-I-N-G the first half of the day cos our class didn't have anyone participating in any track event, so there wasn't any cheering needed.
Really, I don't understand why we don't have any house system.
Where's the fun in that?
Where's the real competition?
Unequal competition between the 70++ classes in CJ?
What unity are they encouraging??
It's like even if I cheer for my class, I'm like the only person doing so.
What's the point in that?
Screaming to others that my class isn't united?
At least if they had a house system, I could cheer with people who bothered to cheer.
And maybe things wouldn't be so B-O-R-I-N-G.
On top of that [ok, maybe BOTTOM of that] we got thrashed reeeeeeeeeeeeaaaal badly in netball by those classes with senior classes.
OUR CLASS HAS NO SENIOR CLASS!
How fair is that??
The seniors are all much fitter/faster/stronger/taller in every aspect lah~
But good thing our girls in bball did us proud by coming in 3rd!
Congrats gals!
After that Rachel, Rachel and me went to Penisula to buy Rachel's hockey stick.
Practical as she is, she got the cheapest one.
I think I went for the second cheapest one.
We're just 2 poor kids.
lol~
Then after, we played with those silly capcom machines which I'm soooooooooo addicted of[ I bring home about 10+ balls each time] and by God-knows-what a method, I managed to get the 2 rachels addicted too!
lol~
I spent less then $5 in my school canteen in a week just to save enough money to blow them off capcom machines.
How smart of you aLi, how smart.
Hmmm~rockclimbing sessions were the same.....
Just went home an hour earlier~
Too sian-i-fied to climb on~
Wanted to go home to analyze my 'balls' ~
lalalala~
On Saturday, went to Sentosa to do absolutely nothing but repeat the words , "It's for free distribution, you can take it. " and " This one comes in 2 sutra chants and that one comes with 4 sutra chants. " in both English and Chinese.
More of Chinese though.
Rachel, Rachel , Rachel's friend and I were supposed to help this old couple sell crystals and other Buddhist related items at the METTA Vesak Day Charity walk and Family Carnival for CIP.
It was soooooooooooo zhuo bo that I even got to sneak in 2 naps in a day~
Worst still, our stall was situated RIGHT outside a MALE toilet.
Everytime the door swung open, we had to hold our breaths, smile and continue with those 2 sentences.
Surprising the sutra chanting radio transistor-like thingy sold best.
Maybe they needed a more portable "2 or 4 song playing-mP3-player".
In between breaks we went to play with the rest of the 39-ers at their NO BUSINESS games booth.
hmmm...
Nothing else.
Other then one or two odd characters visiting our stall.
Preeeeettty much a b-o-r-i-n-g day.
Sunday!
Went for Big walk for ol' ah mahhh~
Talked throughout the whole 10 km that we slowly and leisurely walked [eh, some ppl think that the both of us walk very fast. But oh wellllll~WALK only wadddd~].
Bleah~
I want to go out with LAST~~~~~
Holidays yeah peeps?
Who don't go will DIE.
DIE DIE DIE!
Yeah.
High as usual~
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